there are so many moments now, where I look at the places I've been and go "how did I end up here?" It is an amazing thing to not only manage to make a living doing what you love, but to get to live a life where you get to see these places. It's the glimpse of such different worlds and places that have been happily existing for hundreds or thousands of years before you saw it that bring this addictive moment of calm that I keep searching for with the pondering of it all.